I continue my usual carefree life. Until I took a glance at the calendar. 21st December. And then, my thoughts wondered off to my school. Specifically, the start of school. 4th January. Do some simple math, and you get....*drum roll* .....SCHOOL STARTS IN LESS THAN 3 WEEKS. 0___0

My God, seriously?! And I've just started to enjoy the holidays! Why did this happen?! WHY?!



......Sorry for the emotional side of me. I reflexively flinched + shuddered. School's gonna start. My Addmaths, still no progress. Chemistry, Biology and Physics are the same. Hell, I think I've forgotten all of them! Sometimes, I wish I was born a genius so I wouldn't lead this crappy life. Just like Belphegor, the hot psycho.

Even though I feel like crap, I immediately perked up when I saw the mountains of HibaTsuna/1827 yaoi doujins posted to the 1827_is_love community. I fangirled, swooned and squealed when I read them. It makes the loooooong time to download them a little bearable. But, when I look at the doujins, I can't help but to feel jealous of their drawings. God, my drawings are made up of SUCK. D:

So, I went to Alya's blog. She introduced me to one of her friends' blog. Her name is Aireena, if I'm not mistaken. Guess what? We both do have a lot in common! She hates annoying little kids, she draws and oh, oh! She loves yaoi! Finally! Someone who I can talk to about this! Hope I get to know her. I think I'll ask Alya later...

A/N: I just ♥ this icon! Go 1827! <333

Tags: 1827, drawing, holidays!!, school, shit!!, suck, yaoi moment
Current Location: at home
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Party In The U.S.A - Miley Cyrus

It looks like my computer's at the end at it's tether. It just keeps shutting down on itself, even when I'm watching videos, or hearing music. No hard feelings, computer. I love you, it's just that you've been infected with the Trojan virus. That was transferred to you via my pendrive that was lent to Nadia. It's partially my fault for not scanning it before plugging it in. But my anti-virus that was supposed to protect you, ends up being a piece of trash. Everytime I scan you, it will detect the virus, but it cant kill it. Damn you, AVG. >(

And everytime it shuts down by itself, I'll go like, "What the HELL!!"....or something like that. Argh, I should ask my dad to buy me another computer. Which is going to happen when pigs fly. Literally. I think I'll get a new computer when I'm already working. And using my own money. Ah, I can only calm myself when I'm drawing. My sketchbook is gathering up dust and using it as clothes as we speak.

I always drown myself in heavy rock music to calm my nerves. Which I listen to with my noise-cancelling earphones. Which leads to being deaf to everything except my songs. Dad always yells at me because of this. Whatever. It's not like I'm doing something wrong.

I use this icon too much. Gotta have a new one. Which doesn't involve yaoi.*makes note*

Tags: avg, computer, oh shit, shit!!, suck, whoa that was long
Current Location: home
Current Mood: Pissed off beyond words
Current Music: Rock You Like a Hurricane - Scorpions